Kematianku

Tak lama lagi
Yang terbaik datang menjelang
Siapkan diri
Mendekatkan hati
Menyerahkan jiwa
Kusambut malaikat kematianku

Rindumu

Saling menyapa
Usah bimbang, Usah Ragu
Nyanyikan saja lagu kita
Tuk gantikan aku

Kerinduanmu terpancar
Akan diriku.
Nanti kata itu terucap

Penyerahan

Hatiku,
Diriku,
Jiwaku,
Senangku,
Sedihku,
Sehatku,
Sakitku,
Telah kuserahkan
Kembali pada-NYA

Hancur

Menyerah,
Laksana karang yang telah lebur diterjang badai.

Tak utuh lagi,
Bagai keramik jatuh berkeping-keping.

Walau disatukan kembali,
Tak mungkin utuh seperti semula.

Maaf

Maafkan aku
telah lancang mencinta
telah lancang merindu
telah menodai persahabatan kita.

GOOD BYE

Longing to die
Before it getting worse

Try to live my life
dont give me the f**king sorry
I dont want to hear it

Longing to leave
Before it's all downing me down

No!
Dont MESS with my life!
It has already been HEAVY
without your interferences

NO!
LEAVE!
Leave me alone!

Welcome Loneliness..
Welcome back to my world..
because only Loneliness wont break my heart
Loneliness wont tell me what to do
Loneliness wont ask me what I can do for her/him
Loneliness wont hurt me

not like you
"Friends" n "Family",
You called yourself a friend to me
but all you do is breaking my heart,
my spirits.

All I can tell you, "friends"
IS

Goodbye...

~Thursday, May 26, 2005~

P.A.I.N.S

Pains adore me
All the time they come
Into this body of mine they stay
Never give up although they force me to
Surrending my pains back to the Owner of this body.